this charming man

So ever since i stopped smoking weed everyday I’ve started to have dreams again, it’s weird, i can’t really remember the last time this happened. It’s kind of annoying though because for the past week they have all been panic dreams about work, which doesn’t help when i have to get up at 4 in the mornIng to go to work and I’ve had about 3 hours sleep.

I have an awful feeling I’ve put my phone in the washing machine.

Someone needs to come get drunk with me before i shrivel up and die from boredom.

I am so fucking hungover. I am never drinking Carling again. I have to be at work in 40 minutes and then go to a party but ive had like 3 hours sleep in the past two days and I just don’t know if I can do it.

So i’ve decided to stop smoking weed for a while, for me i feel like this is a pretty big decision in my life because for the last 5 years that’s all i’ve really cared about. All my friends are leaving for uni this week and my sister and her boyfriend will be moving to Australia soon, so i don’t want to be left here on my own getting stoned and doing nothing. I’ve been looking at trips to go trekking across America from coast to coast or maybe going to Alaska for a while, i’m going to need roughly £6000. Considering i spend nearly £80 a week on weed, i can save that in less then two years by just stopping smoking.

Ive drunk 18 cans of vimto since Monday

All my teeth are going to rot and fall out.